More to do Have I

And so, it comes down to this: I am afraid.
I start this blog but never post to it. I talk about grad school but don't study for the GRE. I dream about spending my life talking about books and religion but still am answering phones.

To be afraid is to be comfortable, and afraid and comfortable are two things that I don't ever want to be.

So it begins. The reality of it. The marination.



More to do have I.